Uggh!!!


One of those days. about 10 days ago, my pdoc thought I was hypo. I think maybe she was right. I was fine though. I feel horrible now. She had increased both my Seroquel and my Lamictal. I have been feeling worse almost every day. I decreased the meds last night. I need my head to clear up!


I hope this decrease will help. I see her tomorrow, after her 2 week vacation. She is going to tell me I should have called her. I don't want to bother her on her vacation. I can play doctor for a few days and will only do minimal damage.


Actually, I would not have done the increase quite like that. I would have increased only the Lamictal if anything.


H called to see if I had paid the mortgage. We made it through the conversation in a very civil manner. I had to bite my tongue... very often. He continues to lie to me.. Blatant lies. I do not understand the purpose? The many cats are already out of the many bags! Why lie now?


I guess I will never truly understand where he is coming from. I have tried and tried. I need to accept the fact that I do not have to understand him. Life goes on. I "think" we are going to submit ourselves unto mediation. At least, that is what I am told. I just never know for sure, which is a huge PIA.


It is a nice evening here tonight. Cool and a light breeze! I will love sleeping without any AC tonight!


I hope everyone is as well as can be!

Much Love ~