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mary alice i have a verbal contract with my t ... it's that if i feel like i am going to cut he would like me to call him before... but if i don't i will call him after... if i am going to or have a plan to end my life... that i will call him and do nothing until i meet with him in his office... when i made that promise i thought...yeah right like he would really let me follow through after... but in the long run... it has made me feel safer knowing that i have made that promise... i really don't want to die... i just don't want to live sometimes ... you know?... and this is a way to help me remember that... lyn