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Jul 27, 2019, 12:15 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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You are so kind, Wild C. Thank you. 
Hi yellow_fleurs, I remember being in a French class in high school and learning the French word for flowers...fleurs. It's such a pretty word. 
I wish I had a better insight into what caused the raging. I'm concerned that it was the sudden increase in Lamictal. Maybe it was several things that came together all at once...extremely hot weather, for one. For some reason, temperatures over 100 have a weird effect on me. And the mixed state really scared me. Also intense anxiety.
I'm shaken up, I think...just this summer I am finally seeing that I truly do have a mental illness. Maybe I finally feel safe enough with my pdoc and therapist, because they are both so gifted at their jobs...maybe I can admit the reality to myself, after all these years.
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