I feel you- this happened to me once, but in my case it was a genuine mistake. Its impossible to know whether it's your fear of rejection talking or intuition that T is secretly not wanting to work with you, but either way it's a deeply painful place to be in. Is it possible to try and talk to him about it when hes back? Could you try to Express your worries as then youd know for sure either way? Sometimes the worst thing is not knowing.

I hope you cope ok with the break. I really struggled when this happened to me. Journaling or writing here might help? Please take care.