I kind of can relate. My boyfriend and I had a hard time for quite a while where I"d get upset and start crying and he'd ask what was wrong. All I could answer was "I don't know". This would make him angry because he figured I was using crying as a sort of emotional blackmail. FINALLY I explained to him that I really don't know why sometimes and its just a bunch of mixed up emotions or thoughts that I can't explain and that all I need is a hug and some time and I'll eventually give him a reason- or not. My thought processes can get SOOOO so jumbled that I sometimes wonder if I live on the same planet as everyone else. Like one of Saturn's moons- KINDA like Earth, but not really. lol