Feeling pretty blue right now. I was very busy today but no social interaction, except to talk to my friend by phone, who is two time zones away from me.

I went to the place where I had sent out the modem two months ago. I was sending that modem out to the cable company that I was no longer doing business with. According to the cable company, they had not received the modem. I went to the place where I had sent it out and they had couldn't find anything on it. I didn't save my receipt. I felt dumb for not saving the receipt. I was supposed to get $78 back, but if it's not found, then I won't get that refund. Ever since I moved a couple of months ago and up to now, it seems like I've been chiseled out of some money.

Feeling very alone tonight. I've been thinking that it's going to be like that for the rest of my life.