I know I'm ugly.

I just feel sad about it because people will judge you before they even get to know you. I'm in a medical program, me and this other guy are the only guys in the whole program and all the girls always talk how handsome the other guy is right in front of me. It makes me feel super insecure and sad. And the male student brags about how girls take pictures of him out, etc. How he has a social life.

I honestly don't have a social life. I never had luck with friends. Things just don't click or people don't give me a chance. I'm usually the 'odd one out'.

At this point, I stay in my house 24/7. I don't know what else to do with my time. Go out to clubs? No one will want to hang out with me. Idk. I just know I graduate in one year that is one of the only things that make me happy. I don't know how people make friends, I never really had a friend in my entire life. I'm always alone, and it is depressing but at this point I am used to it. My brother gets checked out by girls in public, I never get checked out but it serves as a reminder how you know, people are not interested me at all. Any advice?