I don't have any wise advice for you, unfortunately, @NeedHelp104, as I'm struggling with the same thing! Just know that you HAVE value and I'm sure you'll show it to everyone else and to those who are making fun of you right now! I'm so sorry things are being hard for you though. Perhaps there are some books on the subject that may help you? I'm sure there are plenty of topics who discuss social skills, how to make friends, ecc. Perhaps you may want to check out some books on self-esteem as well if you feel like it. It wouldn't be a bad idea to see a therapist either if you're not already doing. Just some thoughts for you. Give it a try! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you and your family, NeedHelp104! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME!