You're a wonderful Mother, @katydid777! One that every child should be proud of and grateful for! You can stay assured of that! I don't know her so I can't say for sure, but I'm willing to bet she's every bit as scared and nervous ar you are right now! Try not to think too much about it. Just go with the flow, tell her the truth about what happened and tell that you'll ALWAYS Love her no matter what as you're her Mother! Let us know how it goes if you CAN and WANT TO, OF COURSE! It is COMPLETELY understandable that you'd feel nervous but I'm sure things will go well as you're a REALLY Lovable Person! Hang in there and let us know if you want to! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you , your family, your friends and ALL the people you Love and who TRULY Love you and Accept you for WHO YOU TRULY ARE! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING, KATYDID777! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you need Advice and Support!