I want to ask pdoc about depression and anxiety medication but I can't move my appointment up because I will need her around the time I'm scheduled for. My whole **** is changing in less then a month. (I'll be alone from 4:30-10:30 pm 2x a week and 8-12:30 another day) first time being alone for longer than an hour or two in years. Generally I get real paranoid and suicidal left alone especially at night Hell I don't do well when there's people here but sleeping. I feel stupid saying this as it should be no big deal. My husband got me a dog years ago so I could be alone at times. We've built our lives around our issues and now we're starting to face that. I'm preemptively scared and doesn't help my dark thoughts.