good for you to recognize this and to ask for help.i myself too have been living with this too but you must be honest with the doc and people so that you get an honest and full treatment. i know that there are mixed up feelings that go along with this and that it is harder for us to focus on getting ahead but that's why we can not do this alone. trust the professionals and as far as the medical world goes, they should understand that this is a treatable illness and that you are doing what you can to get well. there are plenty of sucsessful people who live with this even nurses. i applaud you for being where you are at and you should give yourself a big pat on the back. i'm proud of you, i'm on my to finding my place too. it's not easy but you are not along and good luck and you can pm me if you want