I could just show up at the hospital but they would speak to me for 10 minutes then I'd be sent away without any change. I've previously been in hospital due to serious self harm, then whilst on the ward I removed the stitches and harmed myself again. I admitted to the psychiatric nurse that there was no point fixing me up, I was going to discharge myself and leave and do myself more harm, and they still just let me go. I really don't see the point in seeking help anymore. I feel like stopping my meds and just see what happens.