Hang in there, @Rose76 This sadness will pass, I'm sure. Just remember that you have ALL of PC supporting you. Feel free to PM me ANYTIME as my inbox is ALWAYS open for you. Please be kind to yourself and remember to do what you can. Take WONDERFUL care of yourself I sure hope things will improve soon for you both! Please be kind to yourself as you're enduring a lot. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you and him, Rose76!