I just wanted to give you a quick note and tell you that you are not alone, I've known you've heard this before. Including myself I constantly feel alone after everything I've been through and felt horrible about myself. I felt as if I couldn't relate to anyone and sometimes I get tired of talking to people or being around people period, because I often get triggered by things. In the end I cry and hate what I'm dealing with, than I wish I could just pack up and leave, live in a cabin in the woods and never speaking to anyone again. So whatever you're dealing with right now, if you could, sit outside somewhere you feel safe and try to enjoy nature. Even if it's for a short period of time. Just try to do this daily and appreciate little things in life. If you don't want to look at anyone, at least look at nature and the animals you see. It does help. It helped me when I felt like I should start isolating myself.