Met with Awesome T. He said that after this past week he was really worried about me and mostly wanted to find out what happened and check in on how I was doing. He quickly discovered that without my son around he has a totally different client to get to know. I was happy and playful, I didn’t cower or hesitate. We talked about weekend plans, antique cars, quilting and had some good laughs about the times I really saw his influence this past week. We laughed and smiled and joked around... and at the hug at the end he had tears in his eyes when he said “It’s good to see you without fear in your eyes omers”.
It was ALL good until THAT moment... that kicked the Fr transference into high gear. Now I am super upset that he isn’t going to be here next week and I am going to miss him something aweful. I know I can call and email just to keep the connection. This weekend he is having a guys weekend away but he said he would let me know how the weekend went (even though it is guy bonding time for him it is a shared interest between us too). Next week he is away from the office but working so I know I can call/email.
He also commented for the second week in a row about something I made and left in the office. He is really liking it and using it a lot himself. I noticed it was not in plain sight to where I could go get it and use it. He has mentioned before that he really likes a lot of my art work and crafts and now he is nudging me to sell them online... IDK... would it be bad of me to make him his own of the thing he keeps bringing up? He thinks they would be expensive but it is $3-$5 of materials and maybe an hour of my time. I am thinking about selling some of my crafts/art at shows around here or online... I *think* T keeps nudging that because if it is public then he or his wife could buy it without there being a conflict of interests.... I just like to have my stuff appreciated so I usually give it away. Like the lady I get my craft supplies from likes the same thing T keeps bringing up so I told her I would make one for her and give it to her...