I melted all over everything.
I cried for almost the entire hour about all of the things I am mad about and grieving about and afraid of, because I feel vulnerable and scared and lonely.
A snippet:
T- You planned for this for a long time, and now you're going through it and it's hard.
Me- I did. You're right. Except I did not anticipate feeling like this. I didn't plan for it. It's too hard. I don't think I can do this.
My eyes are still burning, I cried so much.
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Since you cannot do good to all, you are to pay special attention to those who, by accidents of time, or place, or circumstance, are brought into closer connection with you. (St. Augustine)
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