Thanks. I am in a very bad place. Nothing in my life is working, and if it wasn't for my parents, I would be living on the streets right now. Painful reality. I need some emotional support. People in real life don't care. Recently I reached out to the employment services office in my city again to help me find a job, and they told me I am not eligible now for another one-on-one training!! I need to wait another 6 months to be eligible again!! To see a psychiatrist there is a waiting line of 3+ months. I cannot afford private ones. The people I know stopped responding to me. Just in the last month I reached out to two people, and both told me I will get back to you later, and they never did. I live 1000s of miles away from family in a foreign country. I am completely alone here with no help or anyone to listen or check on me. A doctor I visited recently asked me to bring someone for a procedure with partial anesthesia, and I told her I don't know anyone. She told me if you want to do it, you have to bring someone with you to take you home after I will probably just cancel it.