I had today my first session after 5 week break, which makes 20 missed sessions. I'm actually travelling right now and I was considering whether to call or whether to ghost altogether. I did call but did not say where I am and why I'm not present.

We do establish connection sometimes in sessions but it has never passed over to the next session on the following day. So in that sense establishing a connection after the long holiday is not really that big thing for me because I generally have to deal with it every f... day and maybe only succeed on 1 or 2 days out of 4. It surely did not happen today but it really doesn't bother me because I don't feel in hurry.