Hi Couchies, I see my T tonight. I'm scared to go because of the battery thing. She was cool when I talked about it. I don't know if she is going to be cool that I actually did it. It's been 10 days and I feel very removed from it. But I know I gotta talk about it. Sometimes it is so hard talking about SH. Other times its easy. I hope tonight it is easy and I'm just able to talk through it. But since I feel removed from it, I sort of don't remember why it was so important that I do it like it was at the time. Tomorrow I have a PCP appointment. I'm a little nervous about that too. My doctor makes me nervous. She's okay as a doctor, I don't think she's great and I don't think she's terrible, but I'm nervous when I go there. HUGS Kit