I switched yesterday at school so much that I decided to skip the whole day.

I'm pretty clueless about what to do so I decided.. I will tell my T today that I lose time. That can't send me to the loony ward, like directly telling about alters would.

Even if losing time will make me go to the loony ward, I don't think I care. I'm so desperate I'll do anything for help. This is taking control of my life, and it scares me a lot.

So... A pretty good idea huh.