I hear you, @BirdDancer. I can relate to what you're saying! I do often feel like I'm just wasting my time away. It's not a good feeling I don't have many friends either. I don't have many alternatives and I live a rather sheltered life overall. Thank you for making this post as it made me think a little bit more about my Life, and I'm sure I'm not the only one. Thank you for that, birdDancer! Sending many AWESOME, caring, kind, sweet, warm, whishful, wise and WONDERFUL hugs and positive vibes to you and your family! Take care, my dear, sweet friend! Keep fighting! Hopefully we'll ALL be able to find some Inner Peace one way or another!