I know this is my stuff but in all honesty I do compare you to other T's here. I've never called you when I'm really struggling and maybe my expectations are too high- but I asked if you had an earlier session on monday. As it's already 10pm here on tuesday I don't think you'll even get back to me before my allocated Thursday slot.

It's not like we didn't spend the previous two sessions talking about suicidal feelings. I don't have a crisis team and my brother isn't available. Heck I even called my mother and told her I wanted to die. She told me to stop it;.

This degree will be the death of me.