I think you have had such an amazing life , walking ,busing , college then off to another country , how exciting !!
Then slide into a typical suburban life with all the hustle bustle.
I hear you on wishing for more people time. I’m torn , I want more face to face but often when I have something planned I have to back out due to Bipolar or my limitations pain wise.
I get much of my support through many people online, here and from old timers that no longer are active here.
It’s really all a balancing act this life we have. It’s like riding a unicycle with 3 different stacks of dishes to all keep from smashing to the ground.
I love how your able to describe life experiences and being able to look at your current situation and make changes or at least acknowledge you see things that could be improved. Is a wonderful ability.