I'm so sorry that you're struggling SO MUCH, @Daonnachd! I COMPLETELY agree with @Wild Coyote about reporting any possible troubles to your Doctor. That seems like the wisest thing to do in my opinion. I understand if you decide not to. Still, you're right in saying that it's expensive and that it should be worth your money so I feel like you have EVERY RIGHT to complain if things aren't going well. Sending many safe,w arm hugs and many positive vibes to you, Daonnachd! Please keep us updated if you want to! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you're looking for Advice and Support! My Inbox is ALWAYS OPEN FOR EVERYONE! THAT'S A PROMISE! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING!