I suffer from major depressive disorder. This disorder has ruined my life. I have so much difficulties with everyday function...I can't even enjoy activities. I haven't enjoyed any in many years. It's embarrassing when I meet someone and they are like, "So what do you like to do?" I don't even know what to say because I don't know what it is like to like something. I have no social life. I am not great with making friends. I am mostly alone, and I will admit: it does suck. People do like to point out I don't have a life, they probably get some sort of self-esteem boost from it but whatever. It's just incredibly embarrassing. I don't even know 90% of the lingo or what people do on free time (Im 22).

just need to vent. MDD is a tough cookie, and I've suffered from it for a while. My parents don't understand why I don't like x,y,z, but what do you want me to do? I try. It's just so hard for me.