I will prevail...
I just have to be very assertive with myself that i am doing everything i can and working hard toward my goals...

That way i dont start believing that i am incapable, that i will fail, that i am being rude or mean...
When i am just defending my self because getting offended by stupid ****...
Which i have never stood up for myself before so this is all really new but i really believe im on the right track like my eye's s have been opened finally...

I feel like they created my disorders in me... of course i have ptsd...
But i think they created my anxiety and depression by invoking in me that i cant .. but also pressuring three most out of me .. saying im a genius, but that i cant do the simplest things...

But there is no time for blame! Its on their own recognizance to accept responsibility for their actions.. all i have time for is moving forward, being productive, to create the life Ive always wanted

i am determination, i am success, i will take care of everything on my own if no one wants to be emotionally supportive 💜
I got this cause i am strong