Trauma survivors have really good instincts and mine are telling me he is lying to me and is using tactics to get me to unattached to him.

I do not believe he is on vacation. I wanted to just show up at his office to actually see if he was there but I did not.

Since I started with him he has ALWAYS replied to any email or journal I sent him. Even when he was away. Last time he went to Denmark for 10 days and insisted I go ahead and email him because at night he likes to read his emails. It is just what he does he said. So on Saturday I sent him something to see if he would respond. As I suspected he did not. Just a tactic I have read on here that therapist do. They do a complete 360 in how they behave with clients.

And before anyone tells me I have cognitive distortions and his behavior is not about me and maybe he has something going on I already thought about that. Sure I could be wrong but I will never know. Therapists lie to protect themselves.