I'm not quite sure what kind of advice I expected. I guess all I wanted to hear was confirmation she'll be back soon. But the more I think about it, the less likely it seems to me.

Perhaps I shouldn't brush off the advice, but I guess I'm just too clingy for my own good. I've never been good with letting go, and it takes ages for me to move on with life. Perhaps it has to do with my own disorder always blaming me for whatever goes wrong. It's why I have no issues with staying loyal to the person I'm with and giving them my unconditional support.

Especially after thinking I've met an equal for the first time in my life, I can't just throw it away. Let alone while still this uncertain.