I can either go 3 ways....

1. I just seem really happy etc bouncy if you like... I have then got the urges like sexual urges, self harming, over spending, sex sex sex is all I can think of

2. Psychosis where I struggle a lot but maintain stability... in this I mean I have never been hospitalised thankfully. Full blown hallucinations, delusions and paranoia

3. Very irritable to the point my own breathing irritates me.... everything and everyone irritates me