My eyes feel dark. I don't know if I am tired, or something is going on with me. I used to get this feeling a lot with former T and she attributed it to dissociation. IDK if that's it or not, or if it is just a warning to myself that I'm on the cusp of being overwhelmed. I have a short day at work today thanks to my PCP appointment. So I only have an hour and a half left. I should be able to get through my stacks of papers by then and hopefully leave feeling clear headed. I wish I worked at one of those progressive companies that had a ping pong table or something like that where you could go unwind for 10 minutes. I definitely could use a small break.