I hear you, @DazedandConfused254!! It is not easy as Society pressures us into making certain things, but that doesn't mean that you HAVE to do those things! Just do what makes YOU HAPPY AS THAT'S WHAT MATTERS! Just ignore whoever is putting pressure on you or simply respond with "I'm enjoying my Life right now, thank you very much!" or whathever you feel like it may be the most appropriate explanation! Your Life is YOURS and you don't OWE an explanation to others! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, DazedandConfused254, your Family, your Friends and ALL the people you Love and who TRULY Love you and Accept you for WHO YOU TRULY ARE! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING!!