Bipolar 1 and I am completely out of my mind and psychotic.

Visions of God, the Dead, Aliens and Jesus.

Sometimes I wonder if it is a very potent spiritual awakening experience.

Hospitalized many times because of this.

The worst part about it is that doctors give you medication for this death sentence, and its supposed to work, but sometimes it just doesn't with no warning and it destroys your whole life- like it did to me more than once.