I think I cried for only 20 mins this session!
R said with my emails, he didn't automatically understand what I needed from him and that I needed to put words and feelings into them so that he could respond to that.
He linked it to being a baby and having it's needs understood and told me he wasn't my mother.
I told him that I was a baby
He also got my cheerleader quote. " Heroes right?"
I was extra mean and called his environment group a cult and mentioned seeing new photos of him. He didn't react to any of it just let me rant at him.
He leaves tomorrow and I wasn't going to take his offer up for the extra session but he said himself see you tomorrow.