I've been better the last few days and seem to have gotten better. I was surprised though when I opened my clozapine labs to find my white blood count was still abnormally high 4 plus weeks after getting sick and after completing 2 rounds of antibiotics. I've had lots of clozapine labs done in 3 years and even when I've been sick I've never had a white count in the high range; it's always just high normal when I'm sick. So now I have proof I've been really sick and I sent the information to my NP since those labs go to my pdoc at a different hospital. I am really surprised; I thought it might be higher but not over the high limit. I have a hard time trusting myself that I'm really sick and I guess now I have to believe myself.

So glad this is ending. I hope.