Oh L thank you so much for today. Your drumming was so spot-on I wanted to stay in that little world so much longer and it ended too soon! Great guided meditation, did you make that up on the spot? Whatever it was awesome and just what I needed today. I loved what you said about our fluorite crystals! I'll definitely bring mine next week so they can "have a meetup" haha! I was so tired when I got there, kinda didn't want to be there, was feeling like running away again... but... I don't feel that way anymore. Ok but next week we need to get back to that intense/uncomfortable conversation from last week, don't we? Maybe I'll have finished editing that poem by then. We shall see, we shall see. Tomorrow I'll probably feel like running again but right now? right this minute? I wish I were coming twice a week. I'm sure it will pass.