I am deeply sorry that you're going through ALL of this HORRIBLE stuff, @AltruisticTrout That man did NOT deserve you. He did not treat you like a human being and did not give you the True Love that you deserve. I understand that you must hurt pretty badly right now and you have every right to feel that but I feel like that may be the best decision for BOTH of you in the long run. He's scum and really doesn't deserve you or anyone else, really. As for your illness, I am truly sorry that things are being so hard for you and I wish I could do something, ANTYHING AT ALL TO HELP YOU! Is the fact that you have a termina illness definitive? Is there ANYTHING you can do to prevent the Worst from happening? If there is, take ANY route that is possible to save your Life. I am REALLY Happy that at least your sister is being supportive to you, Please do not be hard on yourself as NONE, I mean NONE of this is your fault and you did nothign to deserve to suffer. I'd say focus on your health right now, see what you can do to prolong your Life AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN, see if you can get ANY kind of Insurance, perhaps with the help of your Sister, since you have EVERY RIGHT to have that. I am truly, deeply sorry that you're goign through ALL of this. You do NOT deserve this AT ALL. Please feel free to PM me ANYTIME if that can help. I'm here to listen and to offer Advice when I can. Consider myself to be your Friend if that helps a little bit. I'll gladly listen to what you have to say, ALWAYS. THAT'S A PROMISE! Please take WONDERFUL Care of yourself and to EVERYTHING that's in your Power to live the happies Life that you can. You deserve Happiness and Joy just as much as everyone else. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you AND your Sister, AltruisticTrout! I am so, SO very sorry for what you're going through and for what you have to put up with! Please NEVER give up Hope! ALWAYS remember that YOU'RE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK!