How is your OCD affecting your relationship?
For me, personally, my OCD always made me fear to lose what I love the most. Especially when in a relationship, it often made me hold my love for that person against me.
Especially combined with my relationship trauma, it constantly put the thoughts in my head that I'd lose that person, or they would turn out to be like my previous partner.
It gave me literal stomachaches, and I did feel like maybe I should just break up to escape it. But I could've never gone through with it, because I loved my partner too much.
I'm not sure if you're feeling similarly, but I feel like I can relate.
I hope things get better for you.
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