my wife bought my some natural sleep aids as well as some nyquil Zzz tabs for later. I may skip the kpin for tonight. still feeling mixed and cycling. ate a light dinner. no appetite to speak of. some anxiety but I'll get thru it eventually. it'll pass. still watching star wars. feel like I'm about to fall asleep but also have a marathon at the same time. ugh. this sucks. please everyone, send good thoughts my way. I want this to be over.