Hi Pasttimes~

I am sorry your going thru such a rough time right now. And having things added to it doesnt make it eny better. The more you do talk about it and get it off your shoulders the better you will feel. Carrying it around all on your own just makes it worse. I've been where you are. I know how hard it is. And I can tell you if your willing to work hard at it( which I know it doesnt seem fair since we were the ones violated) things will get better. Are you seeing a therapist? If not please try to . The best thing to do is to find one that deals specifically with these issues your having. And also with self esteem. Which I know can plumet when one has been violated this way.

Please take care and let us know how your doing.
((((((((((((((Pasttimes)))))))))))))))))) Safe hugs if you like

Hugz
Bethy