I think I get what you're feeling. I have what I need and most of my wants are satisfied. I don't find myself moping over this or that or whatever else I can't have. I do see the problem with desire and the need for praise in self-discipline. Yet., I also worry about money and finances. The thought of having enough money for medical and emergency is overwhelming. I can't bring myself to think, "What if this happens?" or "Is that a vacation or is that homelessness?" Not many need to worry about that. I do best I can with what I have and try to find whatever I need to cope. And that comes first. Today I make the most of both yesterday and tomorrow.