He is still very ill, said he almost asked me to take him back to the hospital this morning.

His blood pressure is stable and no temp. But he can’t remember much of the last 2 weeks.

I am watching in very closely, if anything odd happens or his vitals head wonky again I’m taking him right back.

I’m handling everything like I always do when the **** hits the fan. I’m bone deep weary mentally and physically.

We just need answers and a break.

For anyone that smokes .. my husband has emphysema.... 2 years ago he was put on oxygen at night because his oxygen level drops into the 80’s with out it at night.

He will always have to be on guard and catch anything lung wise as soon as a sign of infection shows up.

Emphysema is a terminal illness.

So please don’t think smoking or vaping is safe and that something bad “ will never happen to you”

We didn’t think that we would both be so ill in our 50’s and there be no way to really become better, healthier it’s all about trying to maintain at this point.