Well she’s pissed, no shocker there. Says that she understands my reasoning for wanting to wait. She explained it as logically she knows that having a child now would be very difficult. But her “emotional side” doesn’t care and wants one now. Also that it’s “hard to quiet the emotional side”.

Honestly I’m not sure if I want to remain with her at this point. I love her, but it takes more than that to make a marriage work. Our communication has become terrible. I can feel myself pulling away from her as the days go by. So I’m not sure, part of me wishes that she would leave me when she realizes that a child won’t happen anytime soon. Another part of me hopes we could work it out.