My partner has been staying at my place the last few days. It has been great to have his company. Being alone for days on end is not good for me. My partner is struggling with depression so I have kept my issues to myself. This is ok. Talking wouldn’t really help anyway. We haven’t done much at all. Relaxing has been nice.

Still, I feel lost. The Fibromyalgia restricts me as I get so exhausted and cannot plan to be at big events. I have to see how I am on the day. This makes going back to work questionable. It made me pull out of university last week.

This leaves me with no future plans. All I can do right now is focus on getting my mental and physical health as good as possible and go from there. I feel so vulnerable from the PTSD and life beating me down in general. I’m scared and overwhelmed, but I won’t stop fighting and enjoying life when I can.