In general, I don’t think I care where he’s going, but I do feel worried about something. There have been times when I’ve quit or canceled during a break and I’m not entirely sure why. A few weeks ago I was at peace with the idea of discussing termination and stopping if that’s what felt right, but then we had a couple of good sessions and now I feel worried about the break. Maybe I’m overthinking things and it’ll be fine. Maybe I’m worried I’ll read the headlines and they’ll be some sort of natural disaster or shooting or whatever and I won’t know where he is. Maybe I’m worried I’ll lose the good feeling I’ve had about the past few sessions. I’m not really sure. I don’t really feel affected by anyone else in my life going on vacation, so I’m not sure why this one should feel different. And I’m not sure that knowing where he is will help at all. Just trying to figure it out. It’s frustrating.