Definitely move if you can, @chrplpl!! It's clear that they're using you for their own benefits! I am DEEPLY SORRY that things are being SO HARD for you! I understand why you may feel guilty about leaving your family behind, but it's not your fault if the situation is like this and it IS their choice and, most importantly, it is their responsability to take care of YOU and not the opposite! I'd encourage you to move with someone who will provide the assistance and help you need and deserve! Perhaps your grandparents? Are there any friends who can help you? Definitely seek ANY help you can! Please do NOT feel guilty about doing this. You're not doing anything wrong! You're just taking care of yourself and finding a way to provide for yourself! Nothing wrong with that! You have EVERY RIGHT to do that! Please keep us updated on your situation if you want to! Wish you the BEST of LUCK with your situation! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, @chrplpl, and ALL of your Loved Ones! PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN LIKE YOU'RE ALREADY WONDERFULLY DOING! YOU ARE AWESOME, IMPORTANT, YOU MATTER, YOU'RE WORTH IT! THAT'S A PROMISE! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN!!