Does this happen to anyone else? It happens to me and it’s distressing. Last week I felt really good about our connection and how things were going. Today I’m trying really hard to remember that feeling but I can’t really, or what I remember feels forced. It makes me feel frustrated and almost mad at him which I guess doesn’t make sense because logically and factually I know he’s nice and consistent and accepting no matter what. I just can’t feel it any more. In my head he’s turned into someone who’s bored and annoyed and withdrawn or something. And now he’s going on vacation which doesn’t help. This whole process makes me mad and makes me want to skip our session this week which is the one before his vacation. It’s maddening.