I am so unsure of things, i have feelings that i am not able to control-im so down i want to SI and i am trying not to, all i want to do is sleep, one minute i want to talk to someone about what i am feeling then next minute i want everyone to leave me alone. does anyone else ever have these mixed feelings. my moods change so much i dont know how things will be the next day. it is so frustrating i feel like im not even in my body at times.