Thanks for all the input--I may reply later. But seeing T at 2:30 tomorrow. Was going to try to consult with backup T, but they both vetoed that idea. He said I could talk to someone who doesn't know him (funny, because just yesterday we briefly talked about how it was difficult having an intense session with backup T Thursday then not being able to see her again till he's away, and he said I could see her if I wanted before that, he's not possessive). But I'll see how it goes tomorrow. If it goes poorly, I will track down another T, at least to consult with.