Congrats Wild!!! I’m so happy for you

BirdDancer... my husbands labs from yesterday are looking better, we see the Doctor tomorrow, at this point I’m sure he will be okay with the trip. There is a very small “ chance” it could be 3 weeks not 4. My husband absolutely loves the reunions.. he goes to them all, the whole gang often have one every couple years. Just in the last 3-4 years A lot of people are passing away. No one from Florida is going to make a trip to see us.. never happened never will. Last time the kids came up was at least 5 years ago. We just aren’t needed like we once were.. one days the kids will realize maybe they should have made a bit of time for us?? Or maybe they won’t??

I’m feeling very overwhelmed with life, self esteem in the gutter, self loathing, trying to find a “ point” to things. I know my husband being so scary ill has worn me down some, I’m isolating as much as possible which for me right now is staying in bed as long as I can physically stand it. My husband wants to leave the 10th instead of the 13th.

Sigh.