your original post question....what is wrong with you?

Im sorry but we can not tell you what is wrong with you. I see that you are new here welcome. if you look at the bottom of the pages you will see psych centrals disclaimer stating that you cant depend on this site for diagnosis (others telling you what is wrong with you) or treatment (no one here can tell you how to treat your own problems, or advise you one way or another )

what psych central community forums are is like sitting down over a beverage with your friends. we share with each other our problems and lives, and what our own treatment providers are doing with us and what our own treatment providers call things in our selves.

we don't diagnose each other and we don't tell each other what their problems are called and to do things this way or that way.

only your own doctors can tell you what is wrong inside your own body and what you must do to solve that problem.

we can also make suggestions based on what has helped ourselves but only you and your treatment providers decide whether to do what others here do to help their self.

its always best to contact your treatment providers so that following what others are saying online does not on purpose or accidentally harm you should you choose to follow what you find online.